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Jul. 19th, 2010 05:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm a fucking idiot. Obviously I don't deserve to get a job. I missed a fucking turn because I fail at driving and directions and I was five minutes late to the interview. Which was a group interview and had already started. So no interview for Rae. Because of one stupid turn.
I hate myself.
I should've gotten up earlier and left myself more time. But of course I was too lazy.
FML.
Excuse me while I throw myself off a cliff.
I can never do anything right.
The library people really should have called by now, so most likely I didn't get that job either. So. And there are no other job options on campus at this point.
I hate myself.
I should've gotten up earlier and left myself more time. But of course I was too lazy.
FML.
Excuse me while I throw myself off a cliff.
I can never do anything right.
The library people really should have called by now, so most likely I didn't get that job either. So. And there are no other job options on campus at this point.
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on 2010-07-19 09:39 pm (UTC)Try calling them and explaining? Some people are a lot more forgiving than you'd think.
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on 2010-07-19 10:02 pm (UTC)Don't give up just yet, the library people might still call.
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on 2010-07-19 10:05 pm (UTC)Maybe that job wasn't meant for you. And now you know to be more careful--don't beat yourself up for it, k? &hearts
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on 2010-07-19 10:07 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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on 2010-07-19 10:21 pm (UTC)Sometimes things are out of our control. Like, on Friday, I was five minutes late getting to work even though I left a good hour before I was supposed to be there. And you know what slowed my commute? Construction. Like everywhere.
Keep looking for something. Maybe there's some places around campus or a little ways off campus that are hiring now.
Good luck! ♥
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on 2010-07-19 10:22 pm (UTC)Sorry love, I really cannot think of anything to say that wasn't already said when we talked earlier :-/
Although... you mentioning here that it was five minutes reminds me of something: My INTERVIEWER was 20 minutes late for one of the interviews I had when trying to find a placement for my year in industry ^^;;
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on 2010-07-19 10:27 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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on 2010-07-19 10:44 pm (UTC)Boy, do I feel your pain right now. Your post was pretty much my whole weekend. I am so sorry you feel this way sweetie. I know how much it sucks. *moar hugs*
But don't fret. Everything will work out. You'll find the job that's right for you, I know you will. You're awesome and intelligent and a good person. And I'm here for you if you need me. ^_^
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on 2010-07-19 10:45 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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on 2010-07-19 11:20 pm (UTC)Don't be too hard on yourself. We all make mistakes and have freakish things happen; I'm really bad at directions too. And sometimes it takes a decent while for callbacks, so all hope might not be lost.
I'm sure other options will crop up over the summer; you never know what might happen. Don't lose hope just yet. ♥
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on 2010-07-20 02:28 am (UTC)(no subject)
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on 2010-07-20 04:46 am (UTC)A mistake is just that, a mistake. All you can do is learn better and keep on trying.
Don't be rough with yourself, it's something I've done as have others. It happens and now I know better.
You'll be right.
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on 2010-07-20 04:57 am (UTC)All it means is that a better opportunity is coming! Don't give up!
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